It's silly I know but I'm just sad.

It's a sadness of the inevitable.  There's a possibility that we will be losing our dog Gracie to cancer soon.  I truly hope it's not it but everything is pointing to it.  I don't know how long she'll have we've got her on a different antibiotic just in case but we don't want to put her through chemo if it really is cancer.  We can't afford it anyway. 

I know you're probably reading this and going what ever it's a dog, move on.  Well, she's our first "baby" so back off buster.  She's the sweetest dog and let me tell you she can take the "loving" that Lil Grayson can give her.  She's still active and we're making the most of it, still eats like a pig.  It's funny in a way that I'm not worried about Lil Grayson he's not 2 yet and the only way he'll remember her is through pictures but I'm worried more about my husband and our other dog, Jackson, I honestly don't think he'll know how to pee without her. LOL.  I've come to the conclusion that she controls him.  Yeah, I'll be sad as all get out however I am trying my darnedest to focus on the now and enjoy every minute of that sweet spoiled dog. 

We haven't made any decisions exactly on when we'll put her down after this round of meds.  We don't want her to suffer and we don't want to prolong her pain.  We're going to let her play as long as she's able. 

Thanks for listening and sorry for any misspellings, crying while you're trying to type a blog post is a major pain.