What to write about

I've been thinking about what to post for quite a while.  I've been trying to change my bad habits.  I have shut off all of my games I play on facebook.  It's boring to me now.  I am trying not to be online as much anymore and I'm trying to enjoy the time with Lil Man as much as I can now, I can't pick him as much anymore.  One he's getting heavy, two the doctor doesn't want me to strain myself more than I need to.  This pregnancy is going well but it is more complicated than when I was pregnant with Lil Man.  With blood pressure issues, the wonderful morning sickness, and the spotting.  I've been living in my own little shell and not really talking to anyone about it except a select few being my husband, my dearest friend June and my parents.  I did talk to my cousin Dawn about it but with her recent surgery I don't want to bug her with my issues. 

There is so much going on in my heart and mind that I just want to open up and let it all out.  But I have made the choice not to, one for the fact that it would more than likely stress me out and my spotting and blood pressure don't need it. 

I'm lucky enough to be online right now because I have Lil Man watching his favorite thing, "Thomas the Tank Engine" in the same room as I am. 

I've got to talk to DH about it but I'm thinking about not revealing the sex of the baby until we have it to everyone else.  Now, because of my big mouth there will be a select few who will be sworn to secrecy.  I just feel that there are people in my life who really don't care, so if they don't care why should they be bothered with the sex of my child.  *Sigh*  That's the way I look at it now. 

Well, my little native is getting restless and starting to get bored with "Thomas the Tank Engine.

Have a great week or however long it is until I post again.