6 weeks left

But who's counting?

I AM!

I know I've complained multiple times on here but I'm saying that if this baby is a girl this is my last kid!  This has been an awful pregnancy for me.  The spotting, the never ending nausea, soreness, scary low blood pressure, which will more than likely end up being through the roof like it was with Lil Man. And the mood swings!  Lord save my husband and my mother!  My moods have been horrible with them.  With everybody but with those two the most.  DH is busy with work and I accepted and understood that, but hormonally it's a flat out wrong thing to do.  So I need to work on that a lot. 

On the bright side of this pregnancy I was already over weight enough that I've gained maybe 10-13lbs so far.  I know that's not the end of it and I will more than likely gain up to 20lbs (I really don't want to.).  We will just wait and see.

I'll be getting another ultrasound to see what's going on with the fibroid and to see if we're going to have a C-section.  To be totally honest with you, I want a c-section.  I'm a wimp to be honest and apparently a glutton for punishment as well, think about it, I'll be taking care of a newborn and a very active 2 1/2 year old boy who likes to tackle hug when he sees me.  I think that's pain enough.  Oh and yes I do plan on breastfeeding this one as long as I can as well.  Do I want to stop at 12 months like I wanted to with Lil Man.  YES!  If this baby is anything like Lil Man I've got another 2 years until my breasts come back to me.

Well, I think I'm finally getting a bit tired.  If I don't get back on here in the next few weeks, for those who live in the US have a Happy 4th of July and remember why we're supposed to celebrate it.