Why is this hard for me?

With everything going on in the world today, I am finding it hard to write posts for this blog.  Go figure.  I want to write about my journey with this PPD, my struggle with potty training my son, the pity party I am throwing for myself because of family members who have thrown me to the side (or at least that is how I see it), my views of this political crap going on, the awesomeness of my husband putting up with me and not know what kind of mood I'm going to be in while he's home. 

The list goes on and on, my mind rarely turns off.  I have a smart phone with tools and apps that I can tap in my thoughts but my laziness doesn't really help that, I am far from organized.  I am getting better with the house work though.  So there is an upside. I can cook, clean, or whatever and still follow the awesomeness that is Twitter.  I have a reason to follow everyone one that I follow on twitter.  They are family members, friends I grew up with, celebs I like, and the ones I have never met face to face, yet I think that what they have to tweet, has meaning and is important in someway and others need to read it.  There are also a few that I follow that are just down right funny.

Do I have a point? Yes, I do actually.  Two women that I follow on Twitter are pretty darn awesome one is Erin Kotecki Vest @QueenofSpain and the other is Anissa Mayhew @AnissaMayhew.  These women have more of a right to whine and complain about things in their lives and yet they don't.  Okay they might but who cares.  Erin has been diagnosed with Lupus, I believe they finally figured out what was going on with her over a year ago.  I follow her due to the strength she has in dealing with this and going to treatments, being a mom and a wife.  Her treatments take a ton of energy out of her and yet she's still kicking butt. 
Anissa, I have just started following and I am learning a bit about her now and if I screw this up forgive me.  She has had multiple strokes, she is married with children, I believe one of her children has battled cancer and won.  She is super funny.  These women are on my heroes list on Twitter.  Because they kick butt, have a positive outlook on life, strength I have never seen, and they always look good doing it. 

So why is it so hard for me to write a blog post when these women are doing it and then some? I don't know and I really wish I had half their energy to be honest with you. Who knows maybe just writing this  and just talking about these ladies have inspired me to take it up a notch.  We will see.

Have a good weekend.